|The things we do (Public for my homies)
||[Jul. 18th, 2005|05:31 pm]
|[||The Force is...
It's been some time since I have written in this. I've been busy meditating, and dealing with other business that demanded my attention. "Done, work never is," as Master Yoda would say.
I have mixed feelings and messages coming from all parts of the planet and area. The Force continues to tremble at every turn, and, quite frankly, it makes me uneasy. For the Force to be this unstable makes me nervous. Especially when it feels like it's entirely too close to home, and right under my own nose. Something I truly do not like.
Scout has been quite vigilant in her annoyances lately, and I can only sum it up to the disturbances we are all feeling. She is not incredibly strong in the Force, but, she has her moments. She has come to me numerous times, eyes wide with fear, and curiousity. And for her to come to me for this, something must be truly happening.
I do not like not knowing. I have not be in contact with Obi Wan for some time now, and that also disturbs me. His leaving of the Order truly bothered me, right down to my soul. I know he follows young Skywalker, and that, too, burns my core. This child, this boy was supposed to bring balance, and what has he done? Cause nothing but grief and agony for the Order, and those who are his family here, myself included. There is indeed tremendous potential in Anakin. Astounding potential.
Aayla has also be gone for a long time, and I fear she has needs that must be met. Her search for Organa may not be going well, and sadly, he is the last Senator we have that seems to be genuine, and not corrupt. He's a good man, and I hate to lose him like we lost Senator Amidala.
Hopefully, all will be revealed, soon. The Jedi are known to be a patient Order, but, lately, it's wearing thin. Particularly mine.