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(no subject) [Aug. 10th, 2005|12:35 am]
jedisoldier
[The Force is... |crazycrazy]

It's been sometime since I have updated this journal. I know it takes but a few moments, but, I really havent those moments to spare.


Aayla has asked for Master Kenobi's help in the search for Bail Organa. I think with the combined efforts of the two, results will be fast, and efficent. Things seem to keep getting in the way, and quite frankly, it's annoying. Nothing ever seems to work or go as planned nowadays.


Im sorry, but I must cut this short. I have a meeting with Master Yoda, and he hates to be kept waiting.
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The things we do (Public for my homies) [Jul. 18th, 2005|05:31 pm]
jedisoldier
[The Force is... |thoughtfulthoughtful]

It's been some time since I have written in this. I've been busy meditating, and dealing with other business that demanded my attention. "Done, work never is," as Master Yoda would say.

I have mixed feelings and messages coming from all parts of the planet and area. The Force continues to tremble at every turn, and, quite frankly, it makes me uneasy. For the Force to be this unstable makes me nervous. Especially when it feels like it's entirely too close to home, and right under my own nose. Something I truly do not like.

Scout has been quite vigilant in her annoyances lately, and I can only sum it up to the disturbances we are all feeling. She is not incredibly strong in the Force, but, she has her moments. She has come to me numerous times, eyes wide with fear, and curiousity. And for her to come to me for this, something must be truly happening.

I do not like not knowing. I have not be in contact with Obi Wan for some time now, and that also disturbs me. His leaving of the Order truly bothered me, right down to my soul. I know he follows young Skywalker, and that, too, burns my core. This child, this boy was supposed to bring balance, and what has he done? Cause nothing but grief and agony for the Order, and those who are his family here, myself included. There is indeed tremendous potential in Anakin. Astounding potential.

Aayla has also be gone for a long time, and I fear she has needs that must be met. Her search for Organa may not be going well, and sadly, he is the last Senator we have that seems to be genuine, and not corrupt. He's a good man, and I hate to lose him like we lost Senator Amidala.

Hopefully, all will be revealed, soon. The Jedi are known to be a patient Order, but, lately, it's wearing thin. Particularly mine.
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Things to think about... [Jul. 9th, 2005|12:30 am]
jedisoldier
[The Force is... |calmcalm and tired]

This journal seems to be an outlet for me. A way for me to put my words down, re-read them, and have them make sense.

I am told I am quite cryptic. I do not mean to be. What I need is some guidance, and lately, the Force seems clouded, even jaded.

The death of Padme Amidala is a tragic loss, and one that we, The Jedi, are slowly trying to adjust to. She was a wonderful woman, and a talented politician, if there in fact IS such a person. She will be sadly missed.

My meeting with Anakin went as well as to be expected. He maintained his temper, and I'm grateful for that. I was not in any mood to reprimand, nor deal with such ignorance. I told him he would be going on a mission soon, and he was finally sent to Malastare. I know it is usually not done this way, but, with the possibility of the Sith Lord knowing our routines, and ways, it is better for us to be more spontaneous.

I have some teachings for the younglings, and other Padawans. These children will learn the ways of the Force. They may not be as gifted as some, or as powerful, but, they need to learn. To be prepared. We have so few Jedi left for this duty. My own heart is heavy with grief over the loss of so many of my fellow brothers and sisters. There are times when the Dark Side touches us all, and those are the times that try.

I must go. I have some meditating that must be done, and I must tend to Scout. This Padawan needs a new Master, and soon. I do not know how much longer my patience will last with this child.
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Meeting with Anakin [Jul. 6th, 2005|10:18 pm]
jedisoldier
[The Force is... |contentcontent]

I have a meeting with Anakin this afternoon. Scout has arranged for him to meet me in my office. Hopefully he is on time. I truly hate to be kept waiting.
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